Gusto kita, kaso baka hindi ako nararapat para gustuhin mo.

'Pag napapakilig mo ako habang nakahiga, bigla-bigla akong napapa-situps. 

You're my best workout. :)

December 5: Message Drafts

Hindi kita minamahal dahil sa mga magaganda mong ideya o sa mga makalaglag-panty mong mga banat. Minamahal kita dahil ang iyong magagandang ideya ay alam kong tunay at dalisay at ang mga makalaglag-panty mong mga banat ay para sa akin lamang. :)

Agam-Agam

Minsan, kapag hindi na kayang dalhin ng puso't isip ko ang aking kagustuhang magmahal na ulit, 'di ko maiwasang sabihin sa mundo ang aking damdamin tungkol dito. Nguni't bakit ngayong andyan ka na, napupuno na naman ng takot aat pangamba ang aking isipan. O 'di kaya nama'y sadyang DQ lang talaga ako.

Susi

Parang gusto kong magmahal na ulit. Andami-daming pag-ibig sa puso ko na baka 'pag binigay ko pa sa mga kapamilya't kaibigan ko ay malunod na sila at di makabangon sa sobrang dami. Ayun lang.

Hindi ako desperada. Baka kasi mabaliw na ako kung 'di ko 'to masulat. Baw.

First post written in Tagalog, I guess.

Who's Not Gonna Fall For Batanes?

Lobster

Tukon Church

"The hills are alive with the sound of music..."

Sammie, the Tawsen Princess

Fish Pond in Sabtang Island

I can't help but smile in this beautiful place

Ahaw Beach

Snails

(4pcs = P350, expensive!)

Basco Lighthouse

Ivatan Cultural Dance

Some goat in Mahatao

Oldest house in Ivana

Roadtrips are best done with motorcycles

Banana Split (I shared this recipe to the family who took care of us)

Goodbye Sammie. I miss you. I'll see you when you come to Cavite, ok?

Yes, Batanes is wild.

That's why I belong in Batanes. :)

Chocolates for Aryana's Heart

I super hate my Mom for bringing these little brown idots in our house *kidding*.

T__________________T

My mother just came back from Singapore last week. I super missed her! I was supposed to go with her as her gift to me on my birthday, but wasn't able to since I do not have anymore payable days to leave from work and my supervisor didn't allow me to, even I insisted that it was OK even if my leave of absence would be unpaid *hays*. 

Giordano Shirt and Yellow Lucky Shoe Eau de Parfum Miniature

Forget about the leave drama. I am sooo glad my mother came back soon. I realized while she was away how hard it is to be a mother (because of my little sister). We, youngsters, expect a lot from our parents, admit it or not. When we were younger and we know that our parents expect a lot from us, we either do as they expect, which is good, or do the opposite of what they expect us to do. Little do we know that we expect much more from them than they do from us. Yes, when we're young we have all the excuses in the world to be selfish. But we are grownups now. We should know and do better, not for us anymore, but for them. It's payback time.

(Please refer to the right) My mom, in her classic smile

So, I thank you Mom for being the most patient and amazing friend to me. I thank God for giving you to me as my Mom, not as anyone else. I'm sorry for being selfish and bossy most of the time T____T. You know that I'm trying really hard to think seven times before I act. Sorry if I go for two mostly. Thank you for your support in everything I do. I know we're not getting any younger, and sometimes when the thought of you dying comes to me, I really can't help but cry. Because I can't imagine how to live my life without you by my side. You may not know but you are the most important person to me. Even if I grow old without a spouse or child/ren, as long as we live together, I'll be more than happy and content. If God would permit, as I always pray for when I was still a child, after reciting the prayer that you taught me to pray before I sleep, I want us to die together at the same time, together with Lola and all my cousins, since SM wasn't born yet at that time (but if she was, of course, I would include her in my prayers). I'm sorry, even in my prayers, I can't help but to be possessive and selfish when it comes to you. I love you so much. So much. No matter what happens, I'll stay beside you. I won't leave you alone. Steven may leave you, but I won't. I may live away from you from time to time because of my work, BUT you see I always come back to our home. It's because I can't stand being away from you for too long *huhu, my throat is super hurting na T______T*. I've said too much. But it all ends up to this: I love you, Mama. 

I hope that you'll read this someday.

I love you.

Loving a Love Song

Ten years ago, when you ask girls (and some gays, very few boys *hihi*) about their favorite local singer, it would be Regine Velasquez. I used to watch Back to Back segment of SOP every Sunday afternoon just to hear her sing. I buy original copies of her albums. Yeah, I liked her a lot when I was young. Not until I discovered that there's lot more than Regine Velasquez in the music industry. And so, I met Celine Dion, Olivia Ong, Katy Perry, Maroon 5,etc.

Even though I like her now not as much as when I was still a barbie, there's a song that she sang that I really, really, really love! Whenever I hear it, I see hope *hihi arty*. This is the song that I really want to sing in a special occasion,  someday *huhu*. I'm really touched by the message of this song. :) I hope you can see light by listening to it, too. :)

Watch YouTube video of Regine's Pangarap Ko Ang Ibigin Ka

Always Dream of Love :)