But I think you're not ready to see something like that, coming from me.
It's hard. I thought by creating this blog account, or tumblr account, I can already post everything that I wanted to post. But I don't know, even if I say I don't care about what other people say, sometimes I think it really doesn't work that way for me. I'm really a crowd pleaser. Or at least when that 'crowd' involves my friends.