I Want To Post Something

But I think you're not ready to see something like that, coming from me.

It's hard. I thought by creating this blog account, or tumblr account, I can already post everything that I wanted to post. But I don't know, even if I say I don't care about what other people say, sometimes I think it really doesn't work that way for me. I'm really a crowd pleaser. Or at least when that 'crowd' involves my friends.

Gusto kita, kaso baka hindi ako nararapat para gustuhin mo.

'Pag napapakilig mo ako habang nakahiga, bigla-bigla akong napapa-situps. 

You're my best workout. :)

December 5: Message Drafts

Hindi kita minamahal dahil sa mga magaganda mong ideya o sa mga makalaglag-panty mong mga banat. Minamahal kita dahil ang iyong magagandang ideya ay alam kong tunay at dalisay at ang mga makalaglag-panty mong mga banat ay para sa akin lamang. :)

The Past Has Passed

My ex-boyfriend passed the Civil Engineer Licensure Examination. I am happy for him but I can't tell him. I'm maarte like that, I guess. I'm not writing this because I had regrets on us being apart. It's really just that I am happy for him but I can't greet him personally. I guess it's pride. Yeah, pride.


Nothing more to say. Again, Justin, congratulations! I'm really happy for your achievement. :)

Agam-Agam

Minsan, kapag hindi na kayang dalhin ng puso't isip ko ang aking kagustuhang magmahal na ulit, 'di ko maiwasang sabihin sa mundo ang aking damdamin tungkol dito. Nguni't bakit ngayong andyan ka na, napupuno na naman ng takot aat pangamba ang aking isipan. O 'di kaya nama'y sadyang DQ lang talaga ako.

Susi

Parang gusto kong magmahal na ulit. Andami-daming pag-ibig sa puso ko na baka 'pag binigay ko pa sa mga kapamilya't kaibigan ko ay malunod na sila at di makabangon sa sobrang dami. Ayun lang.

Hindi ako desperada. Baka kasi mabaliw na ako kung 'di ko 'to masulat. Baw.

First post written in Tagalog, I guess.